Finally, this piece reminds me of the need for resilience and courage. I now recognize that I need to confront and heal from the burdens of unresolved emotions to better shepherd those who have remained. They deserve a pastor who is undistracted by the weight of unprocessed grief. Hence, this art/act marks my final release from the burdens of longing, hurt, and anger. With that said, I now bid farewell. “Goodbye, dear friends.”